Here's your chance. Don't let it fall through.

sometimes i randomly decide to look back on past updates on here. i can't even comprehend how i was so depressed and fell so far down. recently i don't feel like i could be happier.  i cannot wait to finally graduate high school and head off to college, away from all of those hs kids that i hate. i have the best friends i could ever ask for. i have my best friend who understands and relates to me more than anyone has ever understood and related to me before. i have my other good show friends that i love spending weekends & nights with at shows. i have incredible friends in incredible bands. my two best friends and favorite band/friends live in washington and my second favorite band and friends live in georgia, but the distance will never separate us. i am forever thankful for the incredible impact they've all had on my life & i could never thank them enough. they are all i need.

heroes becoming friends, becoming family.

family.
 

no. NOTHING is better than this.

  i wish that the people that mean the most to me didn't live across the country.
but 3000 miles will never separate us.

my best friend.

and the most amazing, beautiful group of boys.

nothing gets better than this.
january 31, 2009.
it's the day i got my favorite band back,
thanks to this man by the name of jesse cottam.

i couldn't thank him without crying.
but i didn't even care.
i never thought i could be this happy again.
i'm scared of falling back into what i had.
i learned the hard way not to make anything your everything
because when that's gone, you have nothing.
but i'm taking the risk. i can't help it.
this is what the truest happiness feels like.




the addition of jesse&davy are more than i ever could've asked for.

Currently So This Is Progress By The Status see related

life.

"i was drowning in the distance.
there's no way you could ever miss this.
it's such a shame you'd have watched me sink alone.
i took a stand and faced the world.
something inside me began to turn.
i realize now there's no way i can stop.
so hear i am, alive and strong,
and now i have strength to carry on.
just like soldiers, we'll keep marching on."

Currently Listening We the Kings By We the Kings see related

 my life couldn't be more perfect right now.

matt young has quit Amber Pacific.

bye-bye asshole.
i finally have my favorite band back.<3
and i'm SO happy about it.

it was my 6th time seeing Bayside last night.
one of the best shows EVER.
the status was incredible too.
ben is one of the sweetest guys i've ever met.

he thanked me an uncountable number of times
for singing & supporting them.
i bought no bayside merch,
and spent $40 on the status.
$32 worth of merch + $8 tip.
i love them too much. =]

i have a few amazing shows coming up soon. i can't wait.
March 7 - We The Kings, The Cab, Cobra Starship, Metro Station
March 20 - Between the Trees, Far-Less, The Honorary Title, Mae
April 12- The Rocket Summer, All Time Low, The Matches, Forever the Sickest Kids
April 24 - We The Kings, The Cab, Valencia, Sing it Loud, Charlotte Sometimes
April 30 - My American Heart, Mayday Parade, The Graduate
May 3 & 4 - Bamboozle

AND christie is coming for Bamboozle.
i miss her so much. it will be amazing!